The poet asks himself what can be the meaning of his love? Does it add or subtract anything from creation? When he ponders his own littleness, it seems so unimportant a matter that he should engage in such fancies. Yet there is nothing else that is significant to him, only his beloved and her beauty. What then is to be done? Why write and commit his love to words and paper? Is it for fame and glory, or to show that he is better than many, or only to immortalize her wondrousness? He confesses his ignorance and that he can never answer these questions. But if for no other reason, he must write and hymn his beloved, so that in some distant day she might learn how deeply she was adored, and how she gave life and beauty to the world and to all who knew her.
Since nothing in the world can reach perfection, (one's love excepted), the poet offers these poems in the hope that others might enjoy or learn from them. He despairs of making improvement on them and so offers them in a raw unblemished state, fearing he might one day renounce them all. That they are in an older style he makes no apology for, since, with the passage of a few years even modernity becomes outmoded. May all lovers on this day meet with their heart's desire.
Vale.
1
In the
world's history lovers have a place 
Just as Alexander has or Caesar, 
Though in the place of battles they embrace, 
And all their thoughts tactiticians outmanoeuvre. 
But they survive and build victorious
A trophy, when conquest dwindles into dust, 
And their empire is more illustrious 
Than Genghis Khan's whose sword now rots in rust. 
All of the libraries that are or that have been 
Are filled with tomes of love's brave enterprise, 
And all of the marvels that are ever seen 
Are born, live, grow, and die in lovers' eyes. 
    Therefore
in loving you I cherish a flame 
    That
lives eternally and breathes your name.
2
Because of
you the summer rains smell sweeter,
The streets are brighter and the windows smile, 
The elegant bird marks with his signature 
The morning air, and dews the flowers beguile. 
Because of you the leaves become the trees, 
Each blade of grass is greener because of you, 
Accustomed thoughts stretch to infinities, 
And you alone can make the untrue true. 
Because of you my mind has shed its winter 
And taken you as the season of the heart, 
Because of you no dreams can ever splinter 
To fragments, you are the magic that bonds each part. 
    For
you are as the alchemy that is long
gone, 
    Gold
that shines out from each and every
stone.
3
Sometimes I
think that I shall never live 
To see another spring, or watch these leaves 
Break into consciousness again, or give 
The sign of juvenescence that retrieves 
All hope from death. A buoyant resurrection, 
Even as irrational as it is true. 
But yet it always happens, by direction, 
It seems, just as the stark fact that I love you. 
And I shall never cease to bend my mind 
To note the moment when our eyes first met 
And mingled, though we both were then as blind 
As moles are, or as fish caught in a net. 
    You
are the laws that make my universe, 
    I
cannot change for better or for worse.
4
I cannot see
my own demise, for always 
The thoughts of you come flooding in my mind 
Like springtime, or the daffodil that stays 
Its head against the buffeting of the wind. 
There is no corner of the universe 
Where you do not inhabit, no strange places 
Indifferent to the merits you disperse 
Or woodenly unmindful of your graces. 
Yet this might be illusion, I might chance 
To think like this because of tyrant nature, 
Which binds me to the magic of your glance, 
And makes me see in everything your feature. 
    You
are so beautiful that in my sight 
    When
you are absent all the world is night.
5
Yet if I die
it is of no great moment: 
Stars sometimes vanish from our sight, 
Exploding, lost for ever, evanescent, 
Entrapped forever in the blackest night. 
Yet I would wish that some more lasting record 
Might live of how we loved, of how we gathered 
Time's fruits, or how quite simply I adored 
You and you only, and naught else ever mattered. 
Somehow the mere existence of our love 
Is written here where humans live and breathe, 
It needs no constellations high above 
To mark it, as the ancients might believe. 
    For
nothing, war, nor famine, nor impending 
    Destruction
can bring our love to any final
ending.
6
Clouds lie
sleeping upon the dales and hills;
Would that my love could sleep so in my arms, 
For nature in her randomness fulfils 
Our wildest wishes sometimes, sometimes charms 
Away all sorrows, albeit ephemerally. 
And yet for nature there can be no meaning 
Why this or that face incandescently 
Wakens the dormant spirit from its dreaming 
And makes it live. In this there is no sense. 
Nature works with broad pastels when she paints. 
Yet on this day I feel the recompense 
Of skies and colours that flourish beyond constraints. 
    For
me you are the sum of all these things, 
    Clouds,
trees, hills, dales and flitting
wings.
7
In the
world's maps love is undocumented, 
Although its paths are known and often trod, 
For those who could describe it are made demented, 
Speaking as those whose eyes have sought out God. 
And yet we seem to understand its ways 
Instinctively, and have no need of teaching, 
As butterflies new-winged seek the sun's rays, 
As fledgling birds must for the skies be reaching. 
Yet I must chart this atlas of my mind 
To show to all the after generations 
How mountains, valleys, deserts were of such kind 
As you had made them, love's wildest aberrations. 
    And
though my madness far outweighs the
cost, 
    The
recompense of loving is never lost.
8
Though all
the world might say it could not
be 
That thus two souls should knit and be each one 
Yet I will fight the last infinity 
To prove that the impossible can be done. 
There is a strangeness in this world of ours 
Beyond the scope of all philosophers, 
Which sidesteps all the reasoning mind devours 
And dwells within the hearts of loving lovers. 
That you are you is still mysterious, 
Though you are but a woman and of Eve's race, 
And you alone I love, and tremulous 
I trace love's mystery only in your face. 
    Within
your veins the ichor runs, though
human, 
    A
goddess as it seems, but still a woman.
9
What is it
to be a woman and love like this?
To feel each moment pass, its brief caress, 
To live in expectation, and to kiss 
Imagination's images and their swift fleetness. 
To think of only him, just him, the living him, 
In hope to hear his steps upon the paving, 
The latch which opens, words filling to the brim 
My body's emptiness and all its craving. 
To know that love is love, that in this bound 
The him and me that makes this universe 
Are all the elements of this ample round, 
This entire world, and all else that is diverse. 
    Within
his eyes I live, and every part 
    Becomes
the surrogate me that twines his
heart.
10
It cannot be
sufficient to be all eyes 
In seeing you, for love's demands are greater 
Than mere looking, love's scope and enterprise 
Requires fulfilment sooner and not later. 
Jointure of minds, a presence felt and touched, 
Your breath in mine, our hands, our lips, our bodies, 
Oceans of words upon the shores debouched, 
Cincture of that which most precious in us lies. 
Yet all is still Time's hostage, though it seems 
Forever that your eyes will look in mine, 
And I will quote love's Bible and its themes 
Of living loving, to make us more divine. 
    We
are the archetypes of heaven's happiness,
    Even
earthquakes could not make our Eden
less.
11
Alas I have
not spoken, yet her looks 
Seemed to require a token word from me, 
Even a sign taken from secret books 
Of lore of lovers', or necromancy. 
A sign that both our fates were bound to this, 
To live, to be, to be each other's other, 
As four moist lips join in a single kiss, 
As swans that mate will never seek another. 
Now when I think of her in silent hours 
The unspoken words come flooding in my mind 
Like endless torrents that the mountain pours 
From rocky fortresses, leaving the heights behind. 
    Perhaps
I never shall tell all of how I love
her, 
    Fearing
the hidden truths that words uncover.
12
What is the
strangeness that unites two minds,
Disparate, contrapuntal, female, male, 
That never thought such beings of two kinds 
Could join, like ships that on the ocean sail 
And meet and cross, as though predestinate, 
When all the spacious oceans intervene 
And yet their forms must coalesce and mate 
Making a marriage where no match was seen? 
For of your form there is some entity 
Which draws from me that equal opposite 
Which only longs to go where you might be
And cannot live unless you sanction it. 
    All
of the you in me is of this sort 
    That
where I am you are the living heart.
13
How might I
write so that in every line 
Others might see the beauty of your eyes 
And know each feature by the serpentine 
Wreathing of words that in the sonnet lies? 
So that whoever reads it then might say 
"She is the one his verses praise and hymn, 
For each of the words most faithfully portray 
That which we see, eyes, forehead, nose and chin." 
But, love, it is a thing impossible, 
For words cannot encompass all your beauty, 
And should I but try, it were mere ridicule 
And grossest dereliction of my duty: 
    Which
is to say that you outmatch
description, 
    And
all which it attempts is folly's fiction.
14
I wandered
on the hillside path where nature
Set forth the flowers and grasses we all know 
In myriad colours, shapes and varied stature, 
Abundance of beauties that the earth can show. 
And all the flowers that were there congregated 
Sought each its own, a partner of its essence, 
That each might be united, wed and mated 
And bring forth seed and fruitfullest florescence. 
So that the world in pursuance of this beauty 
Was driven, like all the waves upon the shore, 
And none reneged or scorned his bounden duty 
To strive to make abundance even more. 
    And
I in loving you must play this part 
    And
shrine you in the innermost of my heart.
15
Of all my
loves this is the first and last 
That in the autumn of my years has grown, 
A secret fern, a violet in the grass, 
A final leaf where all the rest are gone. 
Would that I could give all and more, my life, 
My world, my thoughts, my arms, my breath, my future, 
My love eternal, endless, infinite, yet brief, 
As all loves are, and hopes, though they endure. 
You are my sun and stars, my night, my day, 
My seasons, summer, winter, my sweet spring, 
My autumn song, the church in which I pray, 
My land and ocean, all that the earth can bring 
    Of
glory and of sustenance, all that might
be divine, 
    My
alpha and my omega, and all that was ever
mine.
16
My lovely
girl, who with the years has grown
More beautiful than hopes or dreams could make you, 
Receive my farewell blessing, which your own 
Loveliness decrees, to consecrate you. 
Of all the wonders of this great creation 
On you alone my heart and mind were set, 
As nothing else were fit for adoration, 
As nothing else could meet where eyes were met. 
But think, although my love might bring you glory 
And honour, as candles strive with night, 
One life is but the ending of one story, 
And we ourselves must bring from darkness light. 
    Therefore
give all to love, and loose its
wings;
    The
bird that has its freedom more often
sings.